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Hospital: a living architecture

Ottalie Hoskyns
Towards the end of my first shift in the Bristol RoyaI Infirmary I met a man and his wife, both of whom have stuck in my memory ever since. The woman was in the later stages of dementia and was approaching the end of her life. I have been with patients at the end of their lives, both young and old, yet what struck me about this woman was, despite being in her 80s, her state resembled more that of a child. She lay in bed with pillows lining the barriers creating a soft enclosure in which she lay raising her legs up towards her middle as she rolled from side to side, as if a baby in a cot. Except, unlike a baby with new-born skin and rolls of protective fat, this woman’s skin was wrinkled by age and life, covered only bones, no muscles or fat. I have never been afraid or even thought much about myself growing old, but this encounter definitely made me reflect further.
 
The second person in this story, perhaps who has stuck with me even more, is the woman’s husband. Despite the situation, he remained the most positive person I met that day. After saying goodnight to his wife, he danced down the corridor and expressed his gratitude for the care his wife was receiving. He was going to the cinema. A man fully aware of his wife’s condition, seemingly determined to make his last memories positive.

This creative project has prompted me to think more deeply about this experience. In my drawing, the man is leaving the hospital, alone, looking back at his wife who remains upstairs in a ward. Two doctors are leaving work, together, with their partner or as friends. I wonder what happened to this man, whether beneath his positivity he feels lonely and afraid or if he truly had accepted what was happening as a part of life.
 
Whilst developing my artwork I additionally thought about the role different people play within the hospital, and also how the hospital becomes an important aspect of peoples’ lives.
The hospital, a product of the people inside it, becomes an integral part of life to so many. Whether it’s the place of work, teaching and learning, healing or loss, hospitals are places of great significance to their communities. Hence, in my piece, the architectural lines of the hospital building overlap with the drawings of people, they are interlinked. Individuals make up a part of the hospital, as does the hospital become part of each person.

Effective Consulting, Year One
Shortlisted for a Creative Assignment Prize 2019 – 2020