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Patient X

Jonathan Williamson

This piece of photography aims to get across a point which I think is quite overlooked, and of which I have personal experience, however it was really highlighted as a universal problem when talking to Mrs Smith on a Home Visit.

Mrs Smith was diagnosed with bladder cancer three years ago. When her cancer returned the doctors tried a relatively new cancer drug, which was put directly into the bladder. Unfortunately Mrs Smith had a very bad reaction to this and the medication caused a lot of problems around the abdominal area. When the cancer returned yet again, she asked specifically to not have the drug again as she knew it had bad consequences. This decision was however over-ruled by the doctors just before surgery because they still felt the placement of the drug was necessary despite the information given about the patient’s the reaction. Mrs Smith is now in a period one month after surgery and is really ill due to the drug.

The first point my photo tries to highlight is, quite literally, the highlighting and focus of the photo. I used the depth of focus to make the stethoscope only in focus and blurred the edges of the photo to further draw attention to this. The editing of the colours in the photo, whilst providing a faded view which gives a curtain mood, also makes the red of the stethoscope stand out subtly over the others. The stethoscope was chosen because I feel it is a very prominent symbol of medicine. The focus of just the stethoscope and blurring of the edges represents how the traditional medical (less holistic) view is often used and how often the patient’s specific options are somewhat blurred. Mrs Smith’s case showed this when her knowledge of her own body’s reaction was over-ruled by the doctors’ because the drug’s effectiveness with other patients may have ‘medically’ made it worth pursuing. Along with the fact this was arguably the wrong decision, it makes the patient feel like ‘just another patient’ because they feel they haven’t been listened to, nor their opinions valued.

When talking to Mrs Smith, she said she felt “lost in the system”, as now she isn’t in hospital, she hasn’t been followed up and her problems are left un-diagnosed, with no course of action foreseeable. Mrs Smith also said she felt very un-informed afterwards about the future, which relates to the lack of holistic care that should ideally follow up surgery.

The patient in the picture is wearing a hospital wristband, named ‘Patient X’. I chose the wristband to be in the picture, as, along with the stethoscope symbolising medicine, the hospital wristband represents the patient’s identity. By writing ‘Patient X’, I tried to portray the lack of individual specific care and that they are just another patient ‘lost in the system’.

Mrs Smith found that the only reason she could cope with everything was due to her family, specifically her daughter, chasing up results and taking on the problem of care and her diagnosis. I think this is a prominent point as many ill patients don’t have the energy to handle their care and so it is very common that it is left up to family or friends. The arm reaching into the photo and resting on that of the patient’s, is quite an emotional gesture. From my experience, this gesture epitomises this essential social support. The photo itself represents the hazy experience of uncertainty, amongst the other issues I have described. I therefore used this arm to reach into the photo to show the external support. It is also a link out of the situation, which Mrs Smith said was essential.

Year One, G.P. Attachment, 2010