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Doctor – Patient

Anonymous

Poetry
I’ve never seen a hospital from this angle before,

The pattern on the ceiling, the taste of the food.

I’ve never seen a hospital from this angle before

The walk to the bathroom, the beep of my machine.

I want to be “cared for”, not “taken care of”

I only know they’re trying to help ‘cos I know what the drugs do

You couldn’t tell any other way, their faces, their rush.

I was told my op was routine, but in fact my whole treatment is

Firstly, inject the patient. Secondly, walk away.

Is it just because I’m a doctor, or do they treat everyone this way?

I’ve never seen a hospital from this angle before,

The pattern on the ceiling, the taste of the food.

I don’t like seeing the hospital from this angle,

When I’m better, I will change.

This poem is based on what my father, who is a doctor, told me following his own stay in hospital. He told me he was made to feel like a machine on a construction line. This shocked us both, and he told me that he was going to make a change in how he treated patients, putting aside several minutes to discuss the treatment, ensure the patient knows what going on, and ask how they were feeling, physically and emotionally.

The line – I want to be “cared for”, not “taken care of” – refers to something he overheard from two doctors discussing a patient, and it made him angry because it sounded more like a gang leader organising a hit, than health care!

Whole Person Care, Year One, 2010